The way you speak of her nearly makes me think that you might have reached some part of her in your time together. Not something I anticipated. Nor, I'm sure, did she (and she may in fact remain unaware of it).
Perhaps she revealed some vulnerabilities to you that have nothing to do with dueling. Perhaps they even had something to do with me.
And so perhaps she misses you like she misses the boy in the diary.
But I think you must miss her, too. At least a little.
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The way you speak of her nearly makes me think that you might have reached some part of her in your time together. Not something I anticipated. Nor, I'm sure, did she (and she may in fact remain unaware of it).
Perhaps she revealed some vulnerabilities to you that have nothing to do with dueling. Perhaps they even had something to do with me.
And so perhaps she misses you like she misses the boy in the diary.
But I think you must miss her, too. At least a little.
Be careful how you manage that emotion.