As do I, Allie, you know that. But much as he'd race headlong into certain death for us, he wouldn't want us to do the same for him. We must keep our heads, find out as much detail as we can, and mount an effective rescue at the most opportune moment that at least stands a chance of succeeding.

There aren't many of us in the Order. We have a greater responsibility to the cause than to any one individual, whoever that may.

And now, I'm going to go and hex some cushions, because being rational and sensible about all this is making me sick.