I suppose you can imagine that I didn't much enjoy reading this, but after thinking it over I do appreciate the frankness of what you've shared. Both about legilimency and about how you see me. As to the first, I'm already learning a lot. As to the second, it is true that I'm not afraid of the same things as other people are, which does make me different.
But what I find most significant about what you wrote is how I must prove that my worth is equal to my name and reputation. And how I should take initiative. I would like to do that. I don't wish to ask for Daddy's or Aunt Narcissa's help anymore. I want to be able to make my own decisions and if they are bad ones, to suffer whatever consequences I deserve. Only then can I be judged by Him for whatever it is I am.
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Date: 2014-03-19 03:31 am (UTC)I suppose you can imagine that I didn't much enjoy reading this, but after thinking it over I do appreciate the frankness of what you've shared. Both about legilimency and about how you see me. As to the first, I'm already learning a lot. As to the second, it is true that I'm not afraid of the same things as other people are, which does make me different.
But what I find most significant about what you wrote is how I must prove that my worth is equal to my name and reputation. And how I should take initiative. I would like to do that. I don't wish to ask for Daddy's or Aunt Narcissa's help anymore. I want to be able to make my own decisions and if they are bad ones, to suffer whatever consequences I deserve. Only then can I be judged by Him for whatever it is I am.
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Hydra