XXII

[alt_bellatrix]

Today's observation and sparring session was effective, I think, if, as ever, somewhat of a let-down. I remember my own training programme all too well, of course. It took place in the real world, with no instruction beyond what we were willing to teach ourselves and each other, and what we took from the bounty of His teachings. There was no relief from our battle at the end of the day - no celebrations, no "awesome" music, no dancing with ghostly rock-stars. Indeed, there was no end to the day at all. We were fighting for pride and for purity, against an entire system that was bent on protecting muggles first, and wizards last. That we were able to topple it only shows how corrupt and malignant that system was, rotting from within like a stunted tree. To strike it down all of us would have gladly died - gladly! - and to be sure, some did. Those who survived were prepared to protect what we had helped Him to create, and we have done so ever since.

Sometimes, I wonder if a quaint little programme can really teach any of that. Perhaps something far more brutal is in order...something where survival is at stake. Not just your own, but the survival of everything and everyone you hold dear.

I am not sure that the current crop of hopefuls would last in such an environs. Certainly not McLaggen, who is certain to wash out within the coming weeks. Willet shows a shred of promise, if only because he is so very desperate to escape a fate at the Prophet. Desperation certainly helps, though not for very long.

What does not help is a history of having sought out and won my approval. Not unless you have the skill and savvy to show for it. When I attach my name to someone, say a certain Head Girl with aspirations of being an Auror, then I have, in essence, allowed that individual to function as an extension of myself. Any and all extensions of me are enjoying the privilege of my association, and with that privilege comes responsibility. Let me be direct: if you're one of mine, you go above and beyond the call. Anything less is unacceptable. And if my association to you becomes tarnished...then I will remove it, as forcibly as I see fit.

But I'm sure that we all understand that now, don't we?

Comments

[alt_rodolphus]

Of course we worked hard, and have the scars to show for it, too. But you are probably due a celebration more than any other, darling.

The full burden of the sacrifice (as well as the full measure of credit!) always weighs most heavily on the first generation to usher in such a change.

Now, what's this about a Head Girl? I take it that you refer to Miss Sandoval?

[alt_bellatrix]

I celebrate when the time is appropriate - you know that. But to celebrate just because you're not hopeless? Just because you're not faring too badly? Such an attitude is positively laughable.

Of course I refer to Miss Sandoval. Her cohort are not much better, mind, but they have not sought out my association, which makes them of less concern.

[alt_narcissa]

Oh, young people always tend to overdo it those first few months out of school. All that lovely adult privilege at one's wand tip, it's bound to turn their heads.

I do hope your assertion does not extend to anyone of your association, Bella dear, or we might none of us be able to live up to your standards.

[alt_rodolphus]

Hm. Is it possible she was expecting to flounder from day one, and is merely happy to be standing?

As for the celebrations, it's all the thing in New London. There's nothing to be done about the fact that the young people have more opportunities for revels than we do. And we're not barred from partaking of them either, you know.

[alt_lucius]

Quite right, Rodolphus - all those of us who made sacrifices did so precisely for the benefit of all, so that the generations to follow may enjoy our successes.

Vigilance is required, of course, on all our parts, however. And those who have aspired to join MLE's elite have an obligation to practise that vigilance with the utmost rigour.

[alt_bellatrix]

No one who seeks me out expects to flounder - they had better not! Or woe betide...

[alt_lana]

I haven't given up, and I won't. I know I disappointed you today--and before today. I'm very sorry.

My skills are only what they are, but I will take Mr Crouch's advice and redouble my work. I intend to be an Auror of the finest calibre, and I will be. I promise that.

[alt_rodolphus]

I take it that you didn't leave her standing?

Darling, I don't think that any offense was ever intended. I am sure that Miss Sandoval is mortified to know that she has caused you such displeasure.

[alt_bellatrix]

Which only effectively compounds my point, Lucius: there is a time and a place, and for Miss Sandoval and the others, now is not it.

[alt_bellatrix]

If it extended to you, Cissy, be assured that you would know by now.

[alt_bellatrix]

Don't be sorry. Be better.

[alt_lana]

Yes.

I will.

[alt_lucius]

And I do not disagree, Bella, but doubtless you have shown her the error of her thinking. The Aurors' training programme is difficult enough without deliberately decreasing one's stamina by over-indulging in frivolity on the off hours.

[alt_bellatrix]

Let us hope it's difficult enough. I think today, at least, showed them just how difficult it will be.

[alt_narcissa]

Dear. I can't make out whether that means you think I fit the biscuit or whether I am beyond redemption.

[alt_bellatrix]

Very droll.

Beyond redemption, of course. And yet curiously still animate.

[alt_narcissa]

Well, I suppose I shall simply consider myself lucky that there are occasions when sentimentality will stay your wand.

Rare though they might be.

[alt_lucius]

Indeed. I've often wondered whether it would not be an instructive exercise to bring the council into the ring - and would remind some of our veterans that they need to remain in trim. Saturday when Avery and I were at the Elysian, I saw Rowle and it reminded me that it's been ages since I've seen him on the course there. In the smoking room, in the library, in the dining room and tea room - yes. But practising his spellwork? No.

[alt_bellatrix]

You know I wouldn't object to it. And if socialising can be part and parcel, it may make Rowle and his ilk more amenable to the idea.